the jcrew fairy came to town…

Yay!
got my fabulous swimsuit about 15 minutes ago from the jcrew santa/easter bunny/stork. 

navy blue and polka dots! how much better can you get!
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don’t hold back

What would you do if you found out your ex found a new love?
be glad they found such happiness.

Did the last person you kissed mean something to you?
the world.


Do you think anyone’s thinking about you right now?
i hope so.

Do you believe in second chances?
it’s hard for me to, but i think everyone deserves them.

Have you ever liked someone you knew you shouldn’t?
absolutely!

What color is the nail polish on your nails?
fingers: clear coat/ toes: orangey

When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
today. i yelled at my sister for eating my mashed potatoes. 

Do you hate being alone?
i hate being lonely, which happens both when i’m alone and when i’m with other people. but i love “alone” time. 

Do you hate the last guy/girl you had a thing with?
Not at all. I’m engaged to him.

Are you enemies with a former friend?
not worth it.

Do you still talk to the person you were dating 8 months ago?
every day.


Who was the last person you cried in front of?
aaron

Do you regret dating anyone you dated?
not at all.

Do you think the drinking age should be lowered to 18?
i haven’t done enough researching.

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
sure

Do you currently like someone?
oh baby.


What are you listening to currently?
john mayer- good love is on the way

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
it’s not really a secret, but i hate that aaron doesn’t know what my dress looks like.

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
yes.


Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
morning.

Do you always answer your phone?
NO!

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
yes yes yes

Does anyone hate you?
maybe


Do you currently have a hickey?
um? no. thanks for checking, though.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months without cheating?
how about a lifetime?

Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
yes.

Have you ever taken a nap with a member of the opposite sex?
yes.

Honestly, has any one ever seen you in your underwear?
yes

Honestly, what color is the shirt you’re wearing now?
white and gray striped


Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
yes.

Honestly, do you miss anyone?
oh yeah.

Honestly, do you believe in love at first sight?
i believe in rare cases, yes.

Are you proud of the person you’ve become?
on and off. 

What are you doing besides this survey?
eating previously mentioned mashed potatoes


In the past week have you felt sad?
very 

Are you afraid of death/dying?
i’m afraid of not living my life and losing those closest to me

Did someone make you mad today?
yes.

Where did you get the top you’re wearing?
old navy for $3. holla!


Are you giving up on someone?
nah.

Do you ever get a text saying good morning?
GOOD MORNING!

What are you craving right now?
nothing, just ate my taters, thanks.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
yes.


Do you want kids anytime soon?
so many people i know are having babies, and the joy i see in their faces and the love they have for their children and families makes me want babies terribly. i’m not quite to the point where i realize that i’ve got to raise the babies to be kids to be adults, so i need a few years. 

Is there something you want to tell someone but can’t?
what i have to say isn’t worth the feelings it may cause

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
i’m betting on it

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
in my mom and dad’s bed this morning. everyone was at school/work and i love their comfy bed, so i just slept there.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
absolutely. that’s ALL i’ve ever liked.

Do you plan on moving out in the next year?
yes.

Is someone mad at you right now?
maybe.

Do you drink bottled water?
i try to avoid it. i think it’s a terrible waste of money and resources.

Where is your phone?
in my bag somewhere in this house


Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
a couple of times

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
absolutely not.

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you didn’t do?
maybe

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
better be

Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away?
i don’t think so

What did you do today?
school. went out to eat. then slept for 4 and a half hours.

Ever felt like you’re not good enough?
living at my house? all the time.

Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don’t talk to at all anymore?
yes.

How old will you be in 3 birth days?
21 and two months, to the day!


What are you thinking about right now?
finding an apartment for aaron/ moving in to that apartment once we get married

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nope.

Will you ever hug the last person you hugged again?
yes

Do you have unlimited texting?
yes

Who do you have text messages from?
lots of persons


Is there someone that you believe you will always be attracted to?
oh yes.

Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
sure

Do you believe in forever?
yes

Looking forward to anything?
living another day

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
only with my parents


Is there a big difference between i love you and luv you?
yes… neither are i yuv you!

Where have you lived throughout your life?
tyler, tx; lincoln, neb., and this summer, hyannis, mass., and state college, penn.

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
not at all.


Are there any weird nicknames people call you?
my dad has 10 really, really weird nicknames for me: including weezer, willy, hemma, bud, squeezy, weezy, wonka

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
open at home, closed at school

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yes!


Are you listening to music right now?
Pink Floyd now

How are you feeling?
tired


Do you sleep on your stomach?
trying not to. i got in the habit of sleeping on my back in order to keep my face wrinkle-free in upcoming years 🙂

Are you ticklish?
i used to be, but i’m not anymore

Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings, what do you do?
answer, not sure if my answering is conscious or subconscious.

Have you ever shared a blanket with someone?
yes.


Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
the world.

Does anyone call you by your last name?
not really.

Do you cook?
yes.

Whats the closest red object to you?
red chair.

Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
yes.


Are you happy with your life?
absolutely.

Do you own a dog?
the GOOSE!

You spend your money wisely?
trying to get there.

Do you like to swim?
love it!

When you get bored do you call a friend?
sometimes


Stolen money from a friend?
i took a quarter from tia once, but she was there.

Whats your middle name?
my bologna has a middle name; it’s marie

Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
does he have a hot beard? 😉 facial hair, eyes, and mouth

Are you comfortable with your height?
except when i can’t reach things.

If you got married to the last person you kissed, would you be happy?
in seven months i’ll tell you…


What’s bothering you right now?
i feel like my house has turned in to drill team camp. i hate feeling like a second class citizen because i’m not on the drill team, and i feel like i’m not as important because i’m home for only a week

Have you lost friends in the past years?
come and gone

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
probably.

Who are you texting?
no one


Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
count on it

Honestly, do you really love the last person you said “I love you” to?
yes

Morning or night person?
both.

Whats your favorite number?
45, 11 and 18


Have you ever cried in the arms of the last person you last hugged?
yes

dress part 2

back to the dress story.

i tried on several dresses (gowns, my mom kept saying, gowns) and i didn’t love any of them. i asked the kind lady assisting us if they carried any of a certain line i loved from magazines, and she said that the did. she told me she’d be back with a dress she thought i would like based on things i already told her… when she walked back in to the dressing area, i LOVED the dress she  held. it was one i’d seen somewhere (magazine? online?) and fell in love with, never actually expecting to cross paths with it.
i’m not a bead girl, at all, and i was thrilled to see that this dress had barely any while still maintaining femininity and grace. i tried it on. it fit like a glove. !!!!!! no way. nooooo way. if you know me, you know i’m short and giving it a valiant effort to get in to better shape, so when this dress looked good (dang good, if i can say that!) on me how i was RIGHT THEN, i knew it was special. 
special. yes.
the one? 
it took about 10 other dresses and a night to decide.
my advice to brides-to-be? bring a camera with you and snap pictures of you in different dresses. you’d be amazed what you like, what you love, and what you hate when you see pictures. for me, loving “the dress” didn’t really set in until yesterday. but now, i keep looking at it from the pictures we took and online and a little sad i won’t be able to try it on before i leave for destin (it’s being stored where we purchased it). 
i thought about posting a picture (not of me in the dress, just of the dress) but decided that i didn’t want to. it’s special to me that only me, my mom and my sister (my MOH) have seen me in it. but maybe, maybe, as time draws closer, i’ll cave.
also, i thought i’d talk a bit about the veil. beadwork=veil to me, until i was standing there, in the dress, on that stage, and had a veil on. my future MIL and SIL both told me that having a veil really “made” the bridal experience bridal, and now I can attest to that fact. LOVE the veil. 
so yes. I probably forgot some information, but that’s about all the blog world needs to know 🙂 
…that, and i’m looking for a pair of killer gold heels to go with the dress.
no ugly white shoes for this girl!